Chivalry

                             I have a very rigorous routine I want to follow. Praying and exercising thereby training myself. Meditations that induce industriousness, sitting erect as opposed to laying down, educating myself for brain food, engaging in spiritual warfare, and forcing myself to do what I don't want to do.

I have to practice all of these today. I'll probably end up laying down, but that needs to stop mostly. Laying down is euphoric. I could do it all day.