Dry Run Pt. 2

                                        I was just prescribed a medication that really mellows you out. I don't have the capacity for intensity it would seem. But we'll see about that. It probably does. With a little bit of forethought, this might be the perfect medicine. I need to focus on responsibilities and work on making side money second. So right now there's a lot to be responsible for, so I won't argue with the sedation the medicine is giving me. It's hard to be completely responsible. You have to get better at it. As a teenager, I was wrong about the amount of effort everything takes. Doing it and doing it easy was how I used to think about things. They're actually pretty overwhelming. I had that notion in the back of my head, things being hard, but I didn't think about it as a priority until I was 23. My Dad used to harass me about food and cleanliness, but he was wrong. The whole house was trashed, and he was yelling at me for nit-picky things I had done. He'll have to answer to God on that one. I don't hate him (anymore), but that was a sin. Anyway, take care of the responsibilities, then move over to making money on the side. That's the plan.