The whatever the heck is going on right now, dog.

 I have all night to compose. Some type of malfunctioning with that, though. I know I get things done eventually. This is all under God's leadership. God is being slow to act. He usually is, it's one of his promises actually. He's slow to wrath and slow to act (on that wrath). Probably slow to act period. What I've been experiencing. I know I still am sitting erect. That's very important, I need to keep that up. The easiest way to be happy is to lay down all the time. The second easiest way to be happy is to sit upright all the time. But they're different leagues entirely. Sitting upright (or erect) is quite difficult. But if you can just sit and be happy all the time, it's the best way to live. Laying around has the defect of laziness as I've found out. Without any pain laying around all day is euphoric. I sit upright and I get all depressed. Not taking enough enjoyment in life. Whatever the case, we'll be finding out soon. I've kind of been defeated at composing. I could keep trying but it seems too far for me to reach. So, whatever happens. The whatever the heck is going on right now, dog. The 'whatever the heck is going on right now' dog is mad sick. You don't want to fuck with him.