I don't like feeling good. I like feeling bad.

 That is what it is. 

I've been praying over this one with God.

If you were me, & oftentimes people are (remember people are too-diverse by new-tolerant standards[& what they used to be doing was determined by God & not godlike infrastructure]{as they weren't able to decide their own fates like we allege we can}), then God's weightage on sacrifice is heavy. I really had to obey the Lord. He wasn't blessing or prospering me. He did strengthen me, though, however. Well, he didn't bless me & he didn't prosper me, so he had to strengthen me. Thereby he blessed & prospered me.

Yeah, God really did convey obedience. 

But, he did contradict that by such things as sexual liberation. While I was on the road, God said the same thing he's always said. We do have a form of sexual liberation around here. We aren't tied & locked into chastity belts. So, it immediately implies that we have a wholesome & pious pursuit of this aspect of life.

So, yeah. It's hard to be on a routine. It's easily disturbed, you don't feel like doing it after awhile, & there is no account of how to do it, really, in the first place.

That's why I came up with that itinerary. Of "Diet, exercise, cleanliness, & routine." 'Etc, etc.'

It takes a long time to have the enlightenments that I'm trying to show. I am leaking, to an extent. I do need to be centralized & decentralized. I have an endless array of things people in the future will seek or desire. 

Not everybody is capable of pursuing them, or even wants to.

'Wanting-to' is a huge problem.

Why I mentioned the Lord's sacrifice. It was a lot of work. He does this some of the time. You definitely do try to win him by brownie-points & merit-points. People who haven't regarded the Lord or haven't done anything for him are going to be going to Hell. Or both of those people will enter an automatic judgement. 

God has revealed me that, yes, sinners are entering Heaven. & no, they have no clear profession of faith. God is supposed to be a god of love, & he is. We do have to abide by God's rules & the Church, though. Which is why people don't make brownie & merit points, & stray so far from God that become condemned & damned. Because they're unrepentant. They will amount to corruptibility. They will achieve evil if given the chance. The Lord God created us with this in mind, & we're to seek righteousness & holiness. Because only God is righteous, or only God is holy. Jesus said this because without God, righteousness & holiness wouldn't exist or be created.