I find self-control, self-power, & self-mastery are easy in time.

 I have to resist & relent the adversarial aspect.

Quell the oppositionality.

Overcome the obstinate forces.

I am finding this hard to do, somewhat. I'm not sure what I'd be expecting to do, right now, quite frankly. They have not given me my funds & I have no rights according to U.S. law. This Country needs to stop doing this shit. Get it right legislators in America, get it right.

I need to get a job, quite frankly. Have something to kill time with. Get some money to spend. That is, in the meantime, until I get my rightfully due payment.

At the core, they do not allow me to have what's mine, in the meantime, so I have to suffice for what I'm given in its place as a room & board.

Then I have to suffice.

I guess I mentioned getting into prayer & worship more.

I could complete my Biblical Exegesis, as well.

That's probably how I should organize this camp. Revolve it around the daily readings of Scripture. I did that 17 years ago, after I first got off school, got ill, & was then completely free to do whatever I wanted to. I did that for about 7 years. Yep. I read Scripture years for 5-6-7-8 years in total. 

I have the Bible about memorized. 

I keep having some reoccurring nightmare. The Gospel of Mark is 15 pages long. The McDonald's menu is 15 pages long, & we know it by heart. I don't really know what's going on here. It's unbelievably contrary to the truth.