I was really able to help my Dad. I'm glad. It is serene.

 Yeah, the last near-decade with my Dad has been harmonic.

He needed to retire, & although he may have worked for 55 years, he needed my help to complete it.

So, I got him retired.

Then, he got faculty decline.

People with dementia have faculty decline. We're moving too fast, they're too slow; their hearing, vision, & health is deteriorating, & their strength is dwindling to nothing. 'Faculty-Decline.'

Yeah, I had to carry my Dad to where he is now. I was able to get him into a senior-citizen-retirement home. Took about a decade. As I said, it was serene. 

The last couple years were hellish, & I've already lost a decade to chronic pain, I didn't like school, so, I'm only 35 & I was pretty unsatisfied with life.

But I was able to get in 6 years of feeling good. That was nearly or almost a decade. What it seemed like.

A little short on the oscillator, however. My entire life was supposed to be good. We don't have a devilish god. He prospers you. So you're to have money, a family, & a regional safety & security. If that doesn't happen, it's because it's a tyrannous time, right now. Tyranny was or is hated because it makes life shitty.

I was just mentioning this. I'd expect blasphemy to be the truest sin of our time. It's true that when God isn't good to you, you blasphemy him. 'Blasphemy' is about not being thankful for God's goodness. You may have nothing to be thankful about, quite frankly. Blasphemy is considered a mortal sin, however.

I used to especially expect blasphemers to be evil, bad, or wicked. I don't know if Blasphemy will be the same when everyone wants to discuss God & his truths. God is a little blasphemous himself. We aren't speaking in a language that's able to communicate what he wants to communicate about himself, so when he communicates with us, he blasphemies. God did confirm it to me. I've been praying & waiting on a lot of messages from God for a long time. God is the King of creation. God does not go out of his way to communicate to us. He's incapable of speaking about himself in our language, or possibly any language known to man, without being blasphemous (of himself).

I suppose our Christian-literacy has to be improve. My generation, fortunately, is learning the things needed for its worship of Christ. If it isn't, I had nothing to do with it. You're talking about satanists, ultimately, if you're talking about some group in the Church that's 'the most evil.' They didn't used to be around. They're around now. This would consist of a different christian-religious education.

But yeah, I find it to be an equal achievement to my other feats & successes, as of so far, to be able to place or have my Dad put into his retirement home. He's living large, & he is, too. If you're reading, Dad, I'm glad for you. I mean, why do you need 10 million dollars? Because you're 19 & you need to live on impulse for the rest of your life. That's why. I have money, my Dad has money, & we're living certain aspects of it; which I'm beyond glad to hear or experience.