Nothing to do, really. I don't have access to normal things.

 Ease my troubled mind by addressing the source.

I mean, I guess it was one of the greatest feats of all time. I knew it would be relatively easy for me, but it can go tragically wrong. It isn't to be practiced, really. It's somewhat of a death-sentence. I don't want to get into these things too much. This is a private Google-Profile. It should be secure. This is one of thee most secure ways imaginable to communicate, by my standards. It was the 'Winter-Ambush.' I knew I'd be ready for one. The ulterior instance is litigating, I think. I had my Dad's support, so I chose "winter-ambush." Another parent would suggest 'litigation,' no doubt.

That did pull it off, though. So, everyone can be a happy camper about that.

Where is my money at? This was a mistake! I guess I can swing & bat a technical foul, however, though. The Court did minor litigation in 2016. They did a rehabilitation program for me, though. [You either reform, correct, rehabilitate, parole, probate, or release]. That's Federal U.S. law. That just kind of somewhat ended.

From 2016 until today, it's been 9 years. Roughly exactly. I was digging up old records my entire life. I'm well aware of what's going on. I don't have any favor, prominence, clout, prestige, precedence, or lucre. Well, we do actually do it in the United States with me that will appropriately conduct business. I'm the second & third financial system. Possibly the 4th financial system or the 4th Estate. 

So, I've been undervalued & appreciated. I've been sabotaged.

But yeah, 2018 until 2023, basically. Took 5 years. 

Well, you can't do anything without money. So, somebody should've been able to take care of me. I mean, this is piss-rag-doll-shit. First me, then everybody else. This is an old theory. So, I think it's true by now.

Yeah, nothing left but to find Jesus. Jesus operates this way. God take make himself a partaker of the World. But he sanctified it & consecrated it, then, also as well too. 

I was able to do well all that time by myself through meditating on perseverance. I had made it through one prayer by citing that an eternal afterlife in a heaven is a ransom for the brutality of his netherworlds, such as 'Earth,' her or itself. He's already took me this. This is done for show.