I dunno. I have to go through a run around.

 I'm getting closer.

There's no doubt that I have something.

I have to get back into my Brokerage Account & get the Certificate that will allow me to cash out the money.

Likewise, there's a Phillip Jay Taylor in Missouri with about 10 million of outstanding shares.

I may have several investments out there.

I am getting very bitterly hateful & resentful, however. 

I'm 35. I've worked my entire life & all I have to show for it is money people owe me that they haven't paid, yet.

Because I made 10 million in 2015. My Dad struck some kind of agreement to have it handled by a Mutual Firm. 

But yeah, I have 48.2 million dollars according to Forbes. 

It's just finding it. 

I'm so sick & tired of this, it's unbelievable. & to think Jesus Christ ever gave me this goddamn disease that's so greatly resented. I may be the victim of a hate crime. 

Jesus Christ was a lousy god. I do know that. 

This is a living fucking Hell, day after day, & God does nothing to correct or compensate for it. 

I'm starting to think it is the God Delusion, quite frankly.

God exercises as much control as something that has no control at all.

He's that lousy.