I dunno. Life of misery. Aka 'Life on Social Security.'

A life on Social Security was a life of misery. 

I'm manning up, though. 

I don't mind working. 

I have amply & abundantly been educated by the Lord Jesus Christ.

I need what I need & that's all. 

I don't find America too hard.

What the problem is, is that I'm starting to think that America & her allies, plus her mutual partners, have been defeated in battle. 

I've pointed this out a bit. The Chinese, who are the Han, Wei, & Wu, wouldn't want war. But the Yuan are Mongolians & I think there's a super-terror-cell out there in an Eastern-Horde Alliance that's bearing down on us. So, it's rougue elements & regimes from across the World, ultimately. For example, it could be American & European Crime Syndicates. How Whites got involved in it besides Russia & other radical ideological affiliation. But yes, the Nazi's & KKK have treatises of alliance against America & her NATO, right now. 

So, I'm starting to think that it's actually what's going on.

That is, that America has fallen & that's why I can't lead a normal life.

But, if the United States wants to be a real-nation, then there's no reason why I can't find happiness. 

Otherwise, if they paid social security like they should, I'd get an express ticket in life. 

Because I would both draw benefits & work a job. You do that, right now, today, & you already make money hands over fists.

But yeah, I'm being treated like I'm retarded & clearly I'm not. I'm dealing with the adversity of P-brains creating IQ standards. That is what it is, too. Because they cannot talk, write, type, or speak; they do not know what they're supposed to know, & they, likewise, don't know how to do what they're supposed to do. 

So the West has fallen. These are imbeciles everywhere claiming their smart, & they don't even have the ability to discern basic matters for themselves.