I got a coke, a smoke, & a joke. That was a lucky day.

 Yeah, I forget, the true problem is that I don't get enough of them. 

I applied for state benefits. Maybe they'll help me. 

I guess one thing to bring to mind, is that wherever this money is, it'll eventually pay for something. 

I just don't have anything, right now.

So, I guess I need to disengage. I've been enraged, though. No, they can't help me. I sat on a damn needle for 17 years. 

That's why I've been enraged. 

I really need to get ahold of my money. 

I guess it will show up, one day, though. 

I applied for some more state benefits. 

I've been able to give clear statements. There's no reason why in the next few months, (or next year), I don't get ahold of a decent pocket-full of cash. 

Why talk about it?

What do you think this is? I just lay down & am quiet, or something? Like I have to do that shit? 

That actually does complete me.

Almost. I just need to get ahold of it, now. 

The State could write me a welfare check in the next few-several months. Or, next week.