Regarding my Sister & Brother.

 I still think positively of them because I'm the moneyed man of the family.

There's 1 other guy in this family with money, & he needs what he gets. 

He might have been able to help us out, but we had a series of tragic deaths that he tried to take care of.

I ultimately don't forgive him for not helping out my Dad. My Dad needed help. He had a stroke. I was the only one helping. Well, that was like a 15-year evacuation & rescue operation. 

I learned when I was 17 first hand, God becomes indignantly furious at people, (even the victims), when corpses aren't defended. 

Which brings me to what I'm trying to say. I can, under the right circumstance, always pay for my Brother & Sister to have food & shelter. I'm willing to do that.

My Sister is kind of getting beat up. Her new boyfriend had money & he should have been pouring it over to my Dad & I, my Sister's family.

Well, I may have seen her boyfriend die, quite frankly. I just watched this youtube clip of a identical twin fall off a skyscraper. Well, he thought he was safe in the pool. 

I wouldn't doubt it.

When am I going to have my day?

Why is this God remotely or relatively true?

I give him merit by believing in him. 

He doesn't do anything. 

Well, God whacked my Sister's boyfriend. 

He deserved it.

He was a creep.