Actually, I'm about to make a point out of this. It's been a long-road. I've been marooned w/o $$$.

 I'm about to start going to the Library. I'll get my money & then start heading there. So, by February I'll start being at the library, commonly. I can go to a 'Dollar General' & get food from there by my Food-Stamps. Won't have to go hungry. Get ahold of some cash & I get my smokes. Just stay at the Library all day. See if they have any coffee there. They may not. Disruptions will cause mass chaos. The system is terrorizing me. I don't have money problems because I have 7, 50, & even more than that 'millions of dollars.' They're terrorizing me. Jesus Christ said they're in the process of getting my money to me.

Jesus Christ is as dependable as a seasonal cold. Which means he isn't very dependable. He's made my life especially hard, horrid, & horrific. I did renounce my faith. I'm not ashamed of it. I don't believe in a God that has no control at any point at all, whatsoever. As I said, 'Jesus Christ the fool.' He acts like there'll be anything done on Earth for the Children of Eve. I fought a relentless struggle, already as of so far, & the war's battle has just begun. This is a crock of shit. Fuck Jesus Christ, then. He's to be capable of basic everyday shit.

But yeah, I showed up here in June. June 6th, I believe. It's been 8 months including this month. For the first few months I watched my back & made sure I was going to have what I needed, & then I went through a few months where I idled, somewhat. I started reaching out to people is what I did. Well, you have to wait days & weeks for a response, sometimes, & yes; I started that back in September. Now, it's January & it isn't completely 8 months. The eighth month hasn't reached it's fullness. But from December to February I will have been trying to get ahold of some cash. Because it's like I said. They have me marooned here without any money. 

By this summer we are expected to have the money set-up from what I've been told. I don't know how these things will happen, I'm not being told, so then whoever is responsible for it probably doesn't know how it will happen, either. After that, I move. A factor is that, from what I just realized, the American System is or was designed with the purpose of having the common standard. I'll need to goto HUD before I can get a mansion. This isn't discriminatory, this is building up your finances. It sure does seem discriminatory, though, let me tell you that. Doesn't seem to be any need to get a HUD loan when you have 50 million dollars. Because no, the Judge that controls the payment of my money indicated that I have to work for at least a year. I worked for 2 years, all together. They said it was necessary. 

But yeah, they put me through a test for retards & they've enormously wasted my time. I haven't been for such a thing in ages. Since I was a teenager, more or less. You figure it takes 50 years to get your money? That's not right. That's some faggot retard democrat who thinks their liberal policies are going to be the fount of youth. Because I am. I'm narrowing my scope on you democrats. You're pieces of shit that don't know right from wrong. You don't wait 20-30 years to get your fortune. It isn't my fucking problem what some stupid person had to die for.