Got some shower-power in. Made me feel more at ease, but it didn't make me more productive.

 I guess I'd need a coffee about this time. I suppose I'm about to make a coffee & have a cigarette. That will get me pumped. Probably start feeling ideal. Because the marijuana wasn't necessary for 10-years, or longer. I wanted to make sure it was outrightly necessary as an obligation to God. What I think about getting high at this point, is that there is no sin in it. It's like having sex. It seems wrong or sinful, but it's not. See if I can't get the business up & operational tonight. I did get to feeling slick, however.

12:45 on the dot. Okay. That really did it. I ate some Pinto Beans. They said they were ready to serve, so I ate some. That did put me on cloud 9. Children & youth love to eat, but eating as a fully grown adult is the best. It's euphoric, quite frankly. I mean, if God were to make it possible to live without food, I wouldn't consent to him doing that. It is a bit of a devil's parable. The food was filling us full of goodness, & we were taking it for granted. From what God told me, God & Heaven nourishes themselves with food & drinks. It's because of the innate characteristic of God being incarnate in human flesh as Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ was with God before all ages. Jesus Christ eats because he's, as though, a human-being.

I'm about to lay down & get some rest. I need to rest for a while.