I'm waiting to see what happens. I don't have the ability to conduct business, right now. They have me marooned, so I don't know how they expect to find safety.

 No cellphone & no money. They have enraged me, they've made me miserable, & they've made me hate this country. Easy, simple, basic, & everyday shit that they aren't capable of. So, I guess. I guess I get to go be miserable somewhere else. Because they've disturbed my peace seemingly indefinitely. 

But they have paid me, apparently. I don't really know if I'll get anything out of it, quite frankly. Conduct some business whenever I can. I think I'll have to wait until I make my appointment with Social Security at the local SSA office.

Hopefully that local SSA office is ready to do business. Have me on my way with some money that actually matters. I feel hopeless. This is all it ever is. A living hell & a living nightmare. Probably just give up & die. It's a really worthless & meaningless existence. 

I mean, what took so long? Why couldn't something more be done? A court gets 7 million to work with & they can't spare me a dime? I'm about to fucking shoot them in the head with my fists. I've had enough of their lousy shit. They're some fucking idiotic-fools. 

I don't know, can you all be worth a damn a single time? I'm tired of this shit. They said "Remember your blessings." Well, if I had my blessings I'd be back at my Dad's house with everything I needed. Some racist & some other bigot decided to make a Ferguson point about Mental Illness, & the Democrats loved it, ate it up, joined in on the bag. 

Ruined my fucking life. I think that's what's going to happen. I'm going to fucking kill you American dog-curs! I've had enough of your retarded ass shit. I'd rather be dead than be here fucking with you. You mother fucking faggots.