Yeah, my Dad was able to make it up to me through living up to what we had imagined his retirement to be. I was able to correct a lot of my imbalance because I had such high-standards of life. I was angry & bitter at God, however, but God came to console me after my Dad had his absence, so I feel much better about God now, too, though. My Dad & I had it rough. My Dad had me to depend on & that's it, really. I lived up to that expectation. I realized, he might survive. So, it would've been irresponsible to forfeit my Dad to a early death.
But yeah, in 2018 my Dad & I were living great. We didn't have any problems. The problems only started because of my Dad's medical condition. So, I vouched for my Dad & protected him. Now he's better. I think in a few weeks here, I'll get to move back in with him. He likes a lot of what I like, so besides the Tobacco we will be sharing. It costs money to share, & money that I don't presently have; but he has it. So, he'll share some coffee or tea with me & that will have me set. I mean, we both like to live well. We'll probably watch a lot of TV together & play video games.
I mean, yeah, I was really enjoying having my Dad around so when I thought he may have a serious medical condition, I played the right cards to begin caring for him. I acted like it didn't exist, but that it could. Well, that eventually opened his eyes & mind to what was going on. I didn't want to forfeit him because it would be cruel, evil, senseless, & irresponsible. Now, I have my Dad indebted to me. He helped me out for so long, & then in return, I turned around & helped him out for 7 years, straight, all-day. But now I get to benefit.
I get to live with my Dad again. We can live good. It's hard to explain. He has 5 million dollars. So, perhaps that makes it easier to understand. When you have some money & the peace of God, life gets really good. People get money & they still don't feel happy. It's because they don't have the peace of God which comes through the Lord Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ said it himself. He needs carnal things (meaning lucre). Seed planted in bad soil withers & dies. Seed along the wayside is eaten up by the Devil because it did not have the opportunity to grow. But seed in good soil with good conditions have fruit ten or a hundredfold.
Because, then, you start living well. I'll be doing all the cooking & helping out. My Dad will be doing whatever he wants to, which is something new to him, because he's always had responsibilities up until this time. Now, he finally gets to be free. I'll have to show him the summertime. Perch up underneath a tree or something, & you can do that all day. He probably doesn't realize that.
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