Waking up tomorrow to face the same nightmare. It's as though it never ends...

 I'm going to go check on that job opportunity early, I think. 

The guy is trying to help the poor & homeless in the area. 

It may not be true that he can offer me a job, but I'm going to go check up on it to see if I can't start working or get started, otherwise, as he had suggested.

Because I'm spent. I'm not capable of living without money. I'm not a little kid & I'm not a damn retard!

I've been thinking about taking you mother fucker's out for ever insinuating that I was.

I saw doctors for years before I got help. I'm one of the few patients that have benefited from it, as well.

So, these doctors are quacks & I didn't need their opinion. 

That's what I'll do, I guess.