Women are most important, however, though. I didn't get the rewards from my Dad that I got from friends. That's normal.

 My Dad did have the rule that he was my Parent & not my Friend. 

So, I haven't ever had a substantial & meaningful friendship or relationship in my life.

It's said that it isn't a practice, anymore. It's like being virgin-wed. It's too "obsessed." 

Yeah, if I could get some women & children around here it'd be great.

We fight wars to have peace... That is true.

That's what the Klingons said in Star-Trek. The Klingons, although obsessed over War-Glory, were actually a hyper-peaceful & intelligent species of alien life that did, consequently, ally the humans. 

Because we fight wars to have peace!

But I can have that with just about any woman, these days. I have learned that Women are autonomous & they're probably getting raped or having sex, otherwise, or something. So, the virgin-wed intimacy was misplaced. 

If the Women do what they need to do then they're good. 

I'm a good scout at this. I mean, where are the strengths? Because she's expected to be able to do all household chores. You can't cook, clean, or work! Than that's not for me. It sounds like somebody who should be studying & learning, & isn't. Now granted they may need my help, but I'm not looking to take in road-kill. I'm already an Animal Shelter...

 I'm much more extroverted & outgoing than I ever have been. 

Now, everyone note. A calm came about me on Thursday, April 30th. This may be a nerve sickness... Because the Holy Ghost annunciated the end of the pain, & then it returns to 6 months to a year. Nerves do that! God demands medicine for these things. 

I have the ability to get my medicine, to a much greater extent. If I can come up with $70 bucks I can get enough for just about an entire month. This means that I will be much more able to survive nerve-pain illness. 

But yeah, my teenage mind didn't know how to interpret the pain. I've already gotten ahold of it, again. I was wondering how I'd deal with pain a second time? Well, I'm in the clear, right now, today. I'll continue to be in the clear if I can get my money. I can remedy my pain with coffee & cigarettes. So, we're talking about how all of you are deadweight & you're preventing me from moving forward &/or living my own life. I'm getting quite indignant. What it means this time around is that I'm going to attack the United States of American Government if it doesn't pay me my money, & I'll die trying to get my money that way. Because I ain't putting up with again because I don't have to! 

You're all deadweight & you prevent me from being happy because of how worthless, useless, & stupid you are.