God waited too long to come onto me. I mean, I guess the largest aspect to the Revelation was that Mankind is contrary to God. B/c God dwells in Heaven.

 It says in the KJV that whoever says they are without sin is a liar & does not know the truth. So, that was half of what my experience was. I actually did something bad. I did it as a ritual, though, so Jesus Christ accepted the Rite. Just last night I was feeling hopeless, & I did wither his tree of bad fruit. Jesus Christ doesn't deserve respect unless he's being fair, holy, & just. The only problem is that you have to match his wits to be able to determine what's fair, holy, & just. Because a tree that bears forth bad fruit has no good fruit in it. But a good tree that has good fruit has good fruit a hundredfold. 

I actually showed a lot of control. I got a credit-line today. So, they're coming in. I'll probably get another one tomorrow. I got one today I'll continue to get them until I have several of them. So, that's some hope that the U.S. Government is still serving the needs of the American public. But yeah, I showed a lot of control. I think I got angry about 50x & said 200 obscene things two or three times a piece. That was a bloodthirsty battle. I didn't have anything, & I was homeless & penniless. I was able to make like 15 bucks a day by panhandling every day, & that's how I covered my expenses. 

I mean, yeah, I've had enough of living in a living hell & living nightmare. So, God is unjust as of yet. I should have my money by now, already, & I should have had it at the start. I mean, I have to deal with all of these nincompoop retard shits. I'm I.W.M. & they want to sit there, attack me, sabotage me, insult me, & act like it isn't what I make it out to be. Or that there's even an equal to doing what I do. I'm so tired of it. This shit is not hard for me. It's hard because little nincompoop shits have to eat & bred & shit. Have their little nincompoop-retard-shit babies & the like. Fuck them!