That's the Demon's-Blood. Means I mixed blood with demons. Jesus Christ & Xerxes did this. Xerxes did it & then murdered his father Cyrus.

 Yeah, I have demons-blood, now. So, watch out. The first thing I'm doing is retiring. I do definitely retire. It's if I get back to doing business like usual. Because I have become rabidness. This is all it ever is. Is sitting around, not having money, anything to do, I don't have friends or family members, & I don't have anything to call my own. This has given me demon's blood. A form of rabies.